The pressure within me grew to such heaviness in my chest, a feeling so strong yet so unknowing, that I had to somehow accept the fact that the changes happening within and around me were of something quite other worldly. I no longer cared about being around the drama of other people’s lives, of becoming embroiled in the nastiness with some who spent most of their time judging and blaming others for their decisions and life path. I wanted my head and heart to be clear and free of other people’s perceptions, weights and expectations, things that I myself had carried around in my being for so long.
I closed my eyes and imagined my own thoughts and dreams becoming reality. I put my focus into serving a purpose, knowing that it would lead me to my life purpose. Everyday I read my spiritual books, self help articles and did my daily meditations, hoping that one day it would all make sense to me. I came to realize though that I really didn’t have to try so hard to become what I so much desired to be, I already was that, a Lightworker.
With this in mind, and keeping my focus upon the inner world, it allowed me to manifest my beliefs and dreams to flow inward and then have them flow effortlessly outward, working to have them become reality. Now don’t get me wrong, it’s not all roses and fairies around here, of happy, unrealistic thoughts becoming joyful realities. It’s about truly spending the time looking inward and reflecting on how to use that harnessed energy for good and purposeful meaning. If your faith wavers or your dreams constantly flit from one image to another, your reality will reflect this fear and confusion, and you will be spinning your wheels wandering how you went wrong. Been there, done that.
Instead, use that wonderful intuitive, gut feeling, that most of us ignore, and let it lead you with a feeling of certainty and knowing. Don’t let the ego’s guidance, urge you to make impulsive decisions in its quest for temporary adrenaline rushes. Even if your life is filled with roller coaster highs and lows or crisis-filled situations, listen to your Angels and let your gentle intuitive side take the lead. Let it guide you as you move towards your life purpose and the Divine Plan that has been set for you, and feel the Light within you as you do. Just saying……..